Evrything
was over. Not to an extent where Ekta should feel free from the suffocating
shadows of the past, their twisted branches finally loosening around her petite
figure, but at least in a way that she was allowed to breathe without
constantly looking over her shoulder. However, she didn’t feel any of that.
Her gaze remained fixed on the plate
before her. Ekansh had served her hot dal-chawal he had specifically made for
her. Again, she should feel something, at least a little bit of relief or
happiness, but her mind remained trapped in the memories that continued to
haunt her.
Ekansh had told her that one more hearing
and they would win the case. The court would agree with what she wanted; her
wishes and statement mattered the most. And after her father’s words in broad
daylight before the judge, it was clear that she would never have to return to
the people who were once her family. Even Ananya had reassured her of that.
So the joy of finally being free should
have bloomed her heart with relief, but instead it only entangled her in deeper
guilt and confusion.
“Ekta?” Ekansh called out softly.
Ekta blinked, startled, snapping out of
her haze. Her gaze lifted, meeting his tender ones. She glanced down at the
hand extended toward her with a spoonful of dal-rice. She stared at it blankly
for a long second before taking the bite.
Her taste buds leapt in joy. Tears burned
at the back of her eyes, yet she didn’t dare let them fall. For years she had
craved nothing more than freedom from the people who had broken her, yet now
that it stood within her reach, all she could think about was the price she had
to pay to get there.
Ekansh glanced at his father. They had
talked about this. The case would close at the next hearing, and Ekta’s
official guardianship would be given to his father. Ananya was hundred percent
sure. The uncertainty on what would happen in the future, at least for the time
being, had lifted off their shoulders. However, there stood a greater challenge
before them, to find out the anonymous men with whom Ekta was forced to live.
Samar was one of them. He had already
assigned his men behind Samar to trace his every movement, gather evidence,
give him information at every step so they could catch the man in action. It
would be easier that way than dragging Ekta through complications and
investigations, through which she might suffer, and he didn’t want that. He
wanted to keep her protected from everything before he did what was needed.
For the second man, as Ekta recited to
him, he still couldn’t put a name or face to the man. Who was he? Where did he
live now? How could he be dealt with? Or even how dangerous he was to them
before Ekansh could formulate a proper plan. To all those answers, Ekta had
always avoided giving his answers.
“Kaisa bana hai?” Eshita asked gently,
stuffing herself with her favourite sandwiches.
Ekta gave a small nod. “Accha hai.”
Eshita sighed. She was just trying to
initiate the conversation. She wanted to distract the girl’s mind from whatever
she was thinking, but it seemed next to impossible. Since the moment they left
the court, Ekta was all blank, withdrawn, lost in her own thoughts. Eshita didn’t
know what more she could do. Though she understood the gravity of the
situation, it’s not easy to process something like this, but still one has to
try rather than drown in it.
Her phone tinged with a notification
followed by Ekansh’s phone buzzing. Ekansh received the call. Eshita went
through the message. It was Vanya who sent her a link to a breaking news
article.
Ekansh rose to his feet abruptly, his
chair scraping against the marble floor. Whatever he heard from the other side
made his expression darken instantly. His jaw clenched tightly.
“What’s wrong?” Virendra asked, rising to
his feet. The tension rolling in waves radiating from his son reached him.
“Abhi abhi sutro se hume pata chala hai
ki Aarti Kumar... the girl who filed the sexual assault case against Samar
Singhania, has committed suicide earlier today in her house. As per the
forensic report, she has allegedly died with poison found in her system...”
The spoon loosened from Ekta’s fingers,
falling heavily on the plate with a loud clatter, cutting through the silence.
Eshita closed the screen instinctively.
She glanced at her brother and father, who stood there as shocked as her. None
of them were prepared to hear something like this.
Ekansh disconnected the call. He looked
at Ekta. Her unusually rapid breathing caught his attention instantly. He
stepped forward, pulling her in his arms. “Breathe, Ekta... I am here with you.”
Ekta gasped out loud. Panic seized her
completely. Her fingers tightened around her own T-shirt hem, her face buried
in Ekansh’s midriff. Even if she tried to raise her arms and wrap them around
him, she failed to move properly.
Another strangled gasp escaped her lips,
cutting through the silence in the room. Poison... The word revived memories
she was trying to forget. Trying to run away from. If that wasn’t enough, then
the death of an innocent girl... the weight of that realization settled heavily
on her. She was the reason Aarti lost her life. Ekta knew what Samar was
capable of. The man who didn’t mind shooting the girl before her eyes... She
flinched even at the memory in Ekansh’s arms. She didn’t want to think about
anything, but the noises in her head grew loud and uncontrollable.
“Ekta meri taraf dekh.” Ekansh pulled
back, kneeling before her, forcing her to meet his gaze. “Breathe with me.
Tujhe doctor ne sikhaya hai na? Follow me, okay... take a deep breath...”
Ekta tried to listen, but her body recoiled
violently. Another choked sob escaped her lips. Ekansh’s voice reached her but
failed to register.
Eshita forwarded the pills she brought
from Ekta’s room. “Give her these...”
Ekansh shook his head. “She can’t always
rely on them. She needs to learn to control it herself. Pills have their own
side effects. She will become dependent on them.” He shook Ekta by her
shoulders gently, “Ekta, listen to me!” His tone firmed.
“Bhaiya, you are scaring her.” Eshita
hissed anxiously, noticing how Ekta flinched. “Give her these for now. Baad
mein usse breathing exercises karwate rehna aap.”
“Ek baar nhi kaha na, samajh nhi aata
tujhe?” Ekansh scolded frustratedly. “Just stay out of it and let me handle
this.”
“No, I won’t!” Eshita shot back, taking
out the pills from the strip. “She will faint like this. Ek baar se kuch nhi
hoga. Let her have her medicines.”
“She needs to learn, Eshita! She can’t be
dependent on them for her life...”
“She can learn later too, but right now
she needs help!”
“Stop it, both of you.” Virendra
intervened sharply before Ekansh could retort. The two of them were fighting
for the same person they cared for but failed to notice that Ekta had calmed
down a little.
“First ask her what she wants,” He said
calmly. “She looks much better... thanks to your ridiculous banter at the wrong
time.”
Ekansh knelt before Ekta again, holding
her hand in his. Her breathing was still a little uneven, but the distraction
was his and Eshita’s argument that pulled her out of her drowning spiral.
He didn’t mind giving her medicines. He
never would. But he wanted her to learn. He wanted her to break free from those
panic attacks. Her fears and anxiety triggered them whenever she thought she
had no one to lean on, and he wanted her to know that he was there for her.
Even Eshita and their father were there for her. She didn’t need to be
dependent on pills or get lost in her own darkness.
“Thik hai tu?” Eshita asked, forwarding
the glass of water.
Ekta nodded. Her fingers trembled
slightly as she tried to hold the glass. Ekansh instantly helped her steady it
and drink water.
He held her hand in his, setting aside
the glass. “Mujhe kuch samay ke liye bhar jaana hai. Will you stay with Dad and
Eshita? Main jaldi se aa jaunga. Promise.”
“Where are you going?” Ekta asked quietly.
“To meet Ma’am?”
Ekansh nodded.
Ekta stared at him. “Can... can I come
with you? I-I want to apologise to her... Meri... meri wajah se she lost her
sister...”
“TERI WAJAH SE KUCH NAHI HUA HAI!” Three
voices rang out in chorus, colliding breaking the guilty bubble in her heart
instantly, for the first time in years.
She jumped, startled at the sudden
outburst, glancing at the trio who held nothing but concern in their eyes and
conviction in their voices like never before.
“Look at me!” Ekansh ordered.
Ekta complied immediately. It was the
second time that kind of tone had been directed at her. The first was in Shimla
when he was being taken away by the police, and this was the second. Both
times, her system obeyed instinctively before her mind could even register what
was happening.
“Whatever happened with Aarti...” Ekansh’s
voice softened, he held her gaze firmly. “It was because of those people who
committed those crimes. It has nothing to do with you. Am I clear?”
Ekta lowered her gaze. “A-agar vo involve
nhi hoti meri wajah se toh...”
“Toh bhi yeh sab kuch hona hi tha, Ekta.”
Ekansh cut her off firmly. “Aaj nhi toh kal yeh sab hota hi. If it wasn’t for
you then for anyone else, Aarti would have done the same. She was a lawyer
herself. She didn’t help you because she was forced to. She didn’t take pity on
you or fight your case for some personal reasons. She did what she believed was
right. It was her decision. It was our decision to unmask the man. Aise toh
plan maine banaya tha... then I should be the one to be blamed. Galti toh meri
hai ki maine usse vo sab karne diya. I planted the seeds and she just followed
through with what she believed in.”
“Nhi bhaiya...” Ekta shook her head
vigorously. Ekansh could never be wrong. He was the one who pulled her out of
hell when no one else did. He saved her when she had already given up on
herself. Her saviour could never be wrong in any decision he took for her.
“Toh phir jab bhaiya ki galti nhi hai toh
teri kaise kyun, Ekta?” Eshita asked gently, resting her hand on Ekta’s
shoulder. “Maybe rather than feeling guilty we should be grateful towards Aarti
for what she did. It wasn’t a sacrifice made out of pity, but a choice she
consciously made. A bravery few people possess. If you will blame yourself like
this, it will be an insult to everything she stood for. We should find those
monsters who are behind this and punish them for their sins. Not blame ourselves.”
Ekta nodded, the words sinking deep into
her, settling somewhere amidst the fears and doubts she carried. Gathering her
courage, she leaned forward, wrapping her arms around Ekansh, something she
rarely did.
Ekansh creased her hair tenderly. “Everything
will be alright, Ekta. Maine tujhse wada kiya hai... I will never break that
promise.” His tone softened. “Will you stay with Esha and Dad? Main....” He
trailed off as she nodded and stepped back.
“I am coming with you,” Eshita declared,
walking out of the room without waiting for his reply. She needed to get a grip
on her emotions, and it was better she went with her brother to deal with them.
He would understand them better.
Ekansh glanced at his father. A silent
message passed between them before he turned on his heels, following his sister
outside. They weren’t playing a game anymore. It was war, one where every move
carried consequences, where death and loss were an undeniable part of it. And
that shook the very foundations of his being from within.
Virendra followed Ekta quietly as the
girl turned on her heels, making her way to the temple in the house. Removing
his slippers, he walked in, helping her with the evening prayers.
His heart wasn’t at peace. It wouldn’t be
until both his children returned. He understood well enough that Eshita and
even Ekansh were yet to let the news sink into their systems properly. For now,
their aim was to calm Ekta down, in which their own fears had taken a backseat,
but he was sure they were feeling as restless as he was.
Fighting a war with uncertainty hanging
over your head is never easy. The losses that come with it are often harder to
face than the battle itself.
“If I have killed someone in my past...
what will you do?” Ekta’s sudden, direct question jolted him out of his
thoughts.
He glanced at the girl who was busy
threading flowers into the string, but the slight tremble in her demeanor didn’t
escape him. “Eliminate the traces of the one you killed. No one in the world
will know that they were even born.”
Ekta’s head snapped towards him in shock.
She didn’t expect such an honest answer. There was no joke, hesitation, or
judgment, just absolute certainty, and that surprised her in ways she couldn’t
imagine.
She swallowed hard before asking the next
question. “Aap puchenge nhi why I did that? Or... maybe you should hand me over
to the police for hurting... killing someone? I can be a threat to your son...
He cares for me like an elder brother but I... I am a murderer and...”
“I know my son enough to know he would do
the same without thinking twice,” Virendra cut her off calmly. “And you being a
threat... well, that isn’t even a possibility. My son trusts you. My daughter
trusts you. And I trust you! We don’t investigate our family, Ekta. There is
only trust that runs in this house, not doubts or suspicion.”
Ekta looked away instantly. Why were his
honest answers blooming painful warmth in her heart Why couldn’t he be angry?
Why couldn’t he show even a little indifference that she was a threat so she
could be at peace with hating herself? He was calling her family? She had
accepted that from Ekansh. Now slowly with Eshita too but Virendra? She never
even dared to imagine that.
“Aap puchna nhi chahte maine kisse maara?”
She pressed, almost in the hope of hearing something different.
“Can you make a sketch of that person?”
Virendra asked smoothly.
Earlier, Ekansh was about to ask the same
thing, but he had received the call and had to leave. In a way, they wanted to
start from somewhere. To get to that person they knew nothing about. Ekta could
at least give them a face. The rest they would take care of.
Ekta stiffened. Putting a face to that
monster wasn’t in her plans. She couldn’t bring herself to do it because
somewhere inside her she had forced herself to believe that the man was already
dead. Malik was dead. He had taken his last breath before her. Yet the words he
uttered, the promise he made before she ran away, still rang in her ears. That
was a fear she had carried for years without even knowing whether he was alive
or dead.
“Ek kahaani sunogi?” Virendra asked
gently, sitting a little distance away from her and picking up another thread
and needle. His wife had taught him how to earn a child’s trust with patience
rather than force. He could do that much better than scaring the girl away.
Ekta glanced at him hesitantly before
nodding. Her grip tightened on the flower in her hand, almost crushing it. She
could feel the new episode on its way. She needed a distraction. She didn’t
want to embarrass herself. Ekansh wasn’t even there to hold her. She hated
feeling this helpless.
Virendra carefully threaded another
flower into the garland before speaking, “Bahut purane samay mein Himalaya par
ek bahut hi shaktishaali raja rehta tha.” His tone softened. “Uske ghar mein ek
beti paida hui. Vo koi saadharan ladki nhi thi. Vo khud ek devi thi. Jo Sati ke
roop mein pehle iss duniya mein aa chuki thi aur ab dobara janam le rahi thi
Himalaya Raja ki beti, Shailputri yaani ‘Parvat ki Beti’ ban kar.”
“Ghar mein sab unse bahut pyaar karte the.
Vo phoolon se khelti, apni gaiyon ki dekhbhaal karti, apne mata-pita ka khayaal
rakhti. Aur jab koi udaas hota toh uske paas baith jaati. Maano kisi ki udaasi
unse bardaasht hi nahi hoti thi. Unke paas itna pyaar tha ki jungle ke jaanwar
bhi unke aas-paas rehte, unke saath baithte.”
As Virendra reached for the rose, Ekta
gently took it from his hand. Carefully, she removed the thorns from the stem
before snapping off the branch and placing the delicate rose back into his
palm.
Virendra continued, “Ek baar ek bahut
bada rakshas tha jo tapasya karke itna shaktishaali ban gaya ki devta bhi uska
saamna nhi kar paa rahe the. Vo masoom logon ke ghar jala deta, sabko apni
shaktiyon se nuksaan pahunchaata, jaanwaron ko maar deta, roz bina kisi darr ke
paap karta jaata. Tabhi Maa Shailputri aayi. Log unhe unki sheelta ke liye
jaante the. Unki komalta ke liye.”
He held her gaze,”Lekin kisi ka shaant ya
komal hone ka matlab yeh toh nhi ki vo galat sehate rahe? Anyay sehate rahe?
Jab Maa ne galat hote dekha toh unhone apni shaktiyon ko jagaya.”
He glanced at the frame of the nine forms
of Goddess Durga Inside the temple. Ekta followed his gaze.
“Ek haath mein trishul, doosre haath mein
kamal ka phool,” Virendra continued. “Apne vahan Nandi par baith kar unhone
rakshas ka saamna kiya. Agar devi pyaar karna jaanti hai, toh nyaay karna bhi
jaanti hai.”
“Rakshas bahut hassa. Maa ka mazaak
banaya. Unpar vaar bhi kiya. Lekin Maa nhi dari. Jin aankhon mein apne parivaar
aur jaanwaron ke liye mamta thi... vo gusse mein lal ho gayi. Unhone apna
trishul uthaya aur rakshas par vaar kiya. Aur jis rakshas ko koi devta nhi maar
paaye, jisse vo khud darr rahe the... Mata ke ek vaar se vo mar gaya.”
He met Ekta’s gaze. “Darr aur himmat dono
saath ho sakte hain, Ekta. Himmat ka matlab yeh nhi ki darr na lage. Himmat ka
matlab yeh hai... ki darr ke baad bhi hum khade ho sakte hain. Those who
deserve punishment deserve it! There is no other way to see it. Bhagwan ne har
ek ladki mein devi ka ansh diya hai. Agar koi ladki shaant rahe krr sabh seh
rahi hai toh vo he apne saath galat karne walon ko saza bhi de sakti hai. Sawal
sirf itna hai...”
Gently he took away the petals from her
grasp and placed the scissors in her hands. “Kya tum trishul uthane ki himmat
rakhti ho ya nhi?”
Virendra would never impose who Ekta
should become. She was who she was, soft, kind, and far stronger than she gave
herself credit for.
He had always taught Eshita to deal with
people who misbehaved with her in any way she wished. He would deal with the
world, but he refused to let his daughter shrink herself to fit society’s
expectations. His daughter was free to live life on her own terms, with the
same freedom boys were born with. That’s why Eshita was so outspoken,
hot-tempered, sometimes even reckless, but she was also kind, soft, and gentle
with her family.
However, Ekta was a different story. The girl
wasn’t fiery like Eshita. Ekta was kind, and far too forgiving for her own
good. He didn’t mind that either. He wouldn’t change the girl for who she was.
She wasn’t fiery like Eshita, he could deal with that. He even refused to let
the world change her.
It was high time he accepted that Ekta
was his family now. Once the case was over, she would be Ekta Virendra Sehgal.
His daughter. He could love her just like he loved his daughter. Her kindness
was her greatest strength. To still see goodness in a world that had wronged
her so deeply was something rare and beautiful.
But he would teach Ekta one thing. How to wield a weapon when needed. He will protect her kind heart, but also teach her how to protect herself. That was his promise to himself.
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according to me maliik is alive
ReplyDeleteloved the convo between virendra and ekta, it was so beautiful
ReplyDeleteLoved the scene between Ekta and Virendra.. and I think Malik is alive and is that guy who came in office and Ekta got panic attack in washroom. Forgot his name
ReplyDeleteFinally Virendra and Ekta's moments were there. I m sooo gladd that finally we got a conversation of them.
ReplyDeleteDying to see more of Virendra and Ekta . I think it is necessary for Virendra and Ekta to spend such moments to develop a bond. Because she already has a bond with Ekansh , and has been developing one with Eshitha since they met in Shimla itself, But with Virendra, Ekta never really spent any time. If there are no more moments between Virendra and Ekta, it would look like he just accepted her because of hos children and also because of the court custody. They really need to spend time and develop a bond for it to look authentic is what i think. NO Offence please.
Also I m glad that you decided to accept Ekta as the soft person she is while giving her the strength to fight. I don't like when authors make female unnecessarily aggressive anf fiery just to fight, I think a soft person also possess equal strength to fight for what's right. Only fightfor RIGHT matters, NOT THE WAY YOU FIGHT FOR IT. Also at the end humans means they can feel all emotions,every human no matter how soft of how fiery sre obviously capable of feeling emotions like hate, disguist, anger, etc of they come across inhumane things. So it has nothing to do with theor personality traits.
If a soft person serves justice by punishing a wrong one then it is because they stand by RIGHT AND JUST . Not matter how soft or kind a human is, every human with humanity will definitely hate and be disgusted with inhumane filths.
And coming to being feirce and loud, sometimes the most dangerous things in the world are done silently, It doesn't have to be loud or explosive. So a silent and soft person can be even more dangerous than an feirce loud one, So i don't think being soft is weak, infact sometimes it is even more dangerous then being fierce and loud. So we mist never underestimate a soft person ever.
I think Ekta is evidently the most strongest person ever. And add to the factthat she is extremely guarded and doesn't trust anyone easily. And not to mention her courage. So actually the second she realises her true potential, she would be the most dangerous things her abusers will fear and not the other way round. Just waiting for her to realise that how strong she really is because once she does i think she would be the most feared. People who have seen the worste of humanity can gauge and predict danger, bit not just that, once they realise their strength then they can become undefeatable because they can even eliminate those dangers faster then anyone else. I think this type of lethality makes them the most deadliest threat to those inhumane filths.
Amazing ....Soo loved Virendra here...
ReplyDeleteAlso I thiught that Virendra and Ekta would bond more fastly and easily then Eshitha and Ekta. Because Eshitha is young and everything was new to her, so it was naturally expected that Eshitha would take time to accept Ekta.
ReplyDeleteHowever Virendra is a wise, nice and experienced person. So I naturally thought that it would be more fast and easy for him to accept Ekga as a daughter in the initial stages itself because he is alreaddy a good father. And to add to to that Virendra os also protective and a wise person, So I obviously thiught that Virendra and Ekta would form a bond before Eshitha and Ekta.
Virendra being the last person to start accepting Ekta didn't seem much like his character according to me. No offense. While I understand that Virendra is also protective a3vout his other chilfren, But there is also a fact that he is wise and far more experienced in dealing woth people, so gauging that Ekta's character is phre shouldn't have been a problem for him. And since he is protective also, I thought his protectiveness later would later would spurge (withiut even knowing Ekta's past) just by seeing how a young girl like Ektas is so guarded and has ttust issues.
I was rooting for Virendra and Ekta equally of not more as Eshitha and Ekta. And also I think Ekta who was wronged by her father and brother already god a the ideal brother figure in Ekansh, So Virendra could have become her ideal father figure much eqrljer. She also got blesses with a sister that I m not denying or underplaying, But to get the ideal father figure in Virendra much earlier would have been more apt according to the characteristics of the characters potrahed in story.
I don't mean to find faults or offend author in anyway, it is just that now it is looking like Virendra is accepting Ekta just because his children accepted her because of legal obligation as well.
And forget about Ekansh and Eshita and custody as reasons, since these are secondary. But even primarily, the way Virendra's character was pitrayed as a extremely wise men(though he made mistakes in parenting but still his intentions were good) , and a person who can see through facade and the one who is also experienced in reading people and the one who is protective and powerful as well, It doesn't sit well that he wasn't able to gauge that Ekta is a pure person who is extremely guarded, reserved, and doesn't trust anyone, and who doesn't live freely. Atleast gauging these characteristics of Ekta must have been easy for Virendra since he is observant and wise. And that could have been the reason that their bond would have developed the most fastest and strong as well. Because with Eshitha it takes time for her to understand people unlike Virendra who can do it fast.
So the fact that Virendra and Ekta bond last doesn't sit well according to me since it looks forced and doesn't even go with how Virendra's character was potrayed at all.
Because most of the book is done it looks like Virendra is just accepting Ekta fir sake of it and it doesn't look authentic nor does it do justice to his character.
This is what I feel. Ofc I might be wrong and author can write the story the she woshes, I just wanted to give my opinion because I found this as a huge discrepancy amd some which doesn't go with the characters at all. Ultimately, it is obviously the author who has right to decide how to pitray her story. And I mean to cause ni offense to aithor, I just wanted to bring across the injustice to characters and the discrepancies I found in the story.